

Hello!
Finally I have been able to get my gmail account to work, so I'm back! This time for good, I promise!
Anyway, here is a poem, a sad one, yes, conveying my recent depresive relapse. I'm also adding some pictures from my recent photoshop experiences with anime characters and other topics.

Depression (Abril 2008)
Relapsing into this Hell
Where nothing seems right
And not a thing goes well,
Night after night.
Oh, how I feel like sleeping
And from that slumber never awake.
Indeed I feel like weeping
But there are no tears in the wake.
Oh, kill me softly
For I can’t function under pressure.
May my death come swiftly
Like a sweet sad treasure.
As I live this forceful nightmare
And carry a weight I can not bear,
I can’t help but to stare
Into my mirror, my unseen lair.
I simply can’t relax
Or my being shall collapse,
And the shards of my existence
Shall crumble without resistance.
Let me sleep
A slumber eternal;
And let me weep
My words into this journal.
Where nothing seems right
And not a thing goes well,
Night after night.
Oh, how I feel like sleeping
And from that slumber never awake.
Indeed I feel like weeping
But there are no tears in the wake.
Oh, kill me softly
For I can’t function under pressure.
May my death come swiftly
Like a sweet sad treasure.
As I live this forceful nightmare
And carry a weight I can not bear,
I can’t help but to stare
Into my mirror, my unseen lair.
I simply can’t relax
Or my being shall collapse,
And the shards of my existence
Shall crumble without resistance.
Let me sleep
A slumber eternal;
And let me weep
My words into this journal.