Tuesday, December 19, 2006

A Painful Conversation(from a friend)

A Painful Conversation

One day there was a loving a heart..
Now his fresh flower began to fade away..
But he kept resisting and resisting...until he felt like needing someone to talk to.
He began to talk with the mind. He asked him about what to do to get over his heartbreak..
So he decided to ask for an advice...
- I think you're wise enough to help me...It's about my love. I'm longing to live a day without missing her. I'm becoming so weak and i don't know what to do.
- But your love represents nothing for me.
- What are you living for then?!!!
- You know, I'm living for my dream.
- Wasn't she a part of that dream?
- Yes she was. But I've managed to completely forget about her, and now it's your turn. You got to face what you're going through. Don't run away from reality and stick to illusive memory.
- But I just can't forget about her. She is so deep inside of me, where she would always be.
- I told you...you must forget her.
- I would die for even thinking I would do someday.
- Oh, how can you bear so much suffering?
- It's her memory what I'm living on.
- But would this memory stay forever?
- Neither days nor tears would be able to erase it.
- You're a dead man then...Leave me alone.
The mind felt extremely disappointed for failing convincing the heart to forget his love…
On the other hand...The heart's resistance began to grow stronger and stronger. He began to get back what he was beginning to lose forever...and that was HOPE. Such a small word was the greatest power the hard would ever had. He felt like a flower fading with no one to take care of it or even know about it, and someone had passed by it and began to water it and taking care of it until its thorns appeared and grew up. Those thorns was the weapon that would fight anyone who tries to pick that flower up.
Finally he began to believe that there is one truth that he would live for...He loves, but he was broken..
He thought talking with the mind would relief or in someway heal him, but how wrong were he, as no words can heal the broken heart.
He decided to arm himself with the newcommer...Hope.
And who knows...?!Maybe that would be the boat which sails with him and take him to the shore of love, where he might find his love waiting and calling for him to spend the rest of his life..LOVING HIM...



Day by day, Hope became the heart's best friend. The mind felt so much anger for that as he believed that there was NO hope.
He believed that the heart had deceived himself with taking hope a friend of him.
The mind was thinking seriously of something to make the heart forget his love forever and in the same time get rid of his new friend because he felt so much pity for the heart and decided not to leave him like that as that would be a big barricade on his way to make his dream come true.
So the mind asked for help and he didn't find someone better than TIME to help him. They had a long conversation before Mind managed to convince Time that Hope was a great danger for the both of them -Heart and Mind- and finally Time agreed to offer his help.
It was a long dark night when Heart was sitting with Hope and they had a little conversation...
- Forgive me Hope, but you know I'm so weak ,not as usual.
- Don't worry, my friend. I'll protect you from whatever could bring harm to you.
Well, that was the greatest promise Heart ever had and he felt great relief and happiness with it.
Suddenly they felt a weird movement. Someone was sneaking around them ,and slowly with no sound made ,something rushed inside and gave the hope...a killer knife.
- Oh my god how could anybody do this?!!!!!
- Be strong, my friend....Be strong...Be strong.
The hope kept saying those words until he had stopped breathing...
The time has fulfilled his promise to Mind and helped him getting rid of Hope...FOREVER.
The heart had very long lonely nights of heavy bleeding for the death of his loyal friend. But here came the other role of the time when he began to play his second role in this game...
He didn't leave the heart until he made him believe that Hope was mere visitor to him that was gone...FOREVER.
At last...The heart began to suit himself to live alone waiting for someone to heal his scars, Pull him out of his loneliness, share him his dreams and spend the rest of his life...LOVING HIM...